Disappointed....

... Yeah you catch me on a bad day today... Someone I know told me a bad lie. I knew it was a lie when she told me, but me being me(lilmoonbeam) I took her word for what was obviously, upon coherent reflection, not true!

I have a bad habit of giving people the benefit of the doubt, I almost always trust what people say when they tell me things. This is just because I think people have no reason to lie!!! I know its stupidly niave, but I would rather not live my life as an ongoing moment of suspicion. I guess really I am only fooling myself cos there are alot of tricky folk out there who have weird agendas. Maybe its cos they have been hurt and can only see things from a strange perspective, or maybe its just cos they are not nice people!!!! It is sad... A dude I used to be friends with, not anymore cos he was one of those not nice people, said of the women we(men) meet and date, that we are "sifting thru the trash". Looking for the good ones... Well that statement is true and can be applied to would be friends too(oh and ladies you can apply it to men...). I dont wanna do that tho!!! Why cant the bad folk just stick to other bad folk and leave those of us who just want to smile and have some chicken to ourselves???

Well, thats all for this installment of my thoughts.. gonna go back to readin girl with a one track mind.... That Women is WILD!!!! I wonder if she is with someone nice now??

By the way I will write something on that another day... on the idea that women taking on the worst behaviours of men is indeed "Feminism" or just girls behaving badly....

Till then....

Adieu!!